Seasons-Balance Gulf of Mexico Session Notes

Hi All …….. I have created this page online to hold the notes for all the sessions on the Gulf. If you are new to the group you can access past sessions if you scroll down. The most current will always be at the top. If you want to sign up CLICK HERE.

Please note, I honor everyone’s path to Spirit. The purpose of these sessions is for everyone to pull together. I have to use words to express ideas here. If they are not exactly the words you would use or the way you would do it, please know that I honor your way also. I am holding the space for Community here, not  divisiveness, but words by their nature are limiting. The most important thing is Love.

For those of you who are interested this links to a page where I have posted other meditations and healing resources for the gulf.  CLICK HERE

August 6th, 2010 SESSION – 13th session for Gulf of Mexico

The Water in Your Mind

Just wanted to send you the notes on the last Gulf Session (#13). Whew! It has been busy energetically.

When I began the meditation last Friday morning, after blessing the water, the first first thing that I saw was a dolphin sitting at the top of a deep wave similar to this picture……but only one dolphin.

The wave was deep like the grand canyon at the bottom and the dolphin was at the very top and he was slowly turning in a circle with his head out of the water. It was a type of dance, he had come to express gratitude for our work. But the wave spoke of deeper levels of awareness that need to be accessed.

The next being that came was the Ancient Sea Turtle. She expressed gratitude but still seemed somber as if she wanted us to know there was still much work to do.

She lingered for awhile looking me in the eye to make sure I got the message that we must persevere in holding the vision for our earth.

She seemed kind, but stern, in this!

She was grateful for all we have done but was letting us know that we (humans) had ignored the earth and all life for so long that we have some catching up to do!

The next message that came was from the Nature Spirits. They told me we need to heal the Water in our mind. They were very specific about this. They said we hold visions of water in our mind that are not working to form the New Reality we want. They wanted to encourage us to continue to clear out old thoughts and hold the vision of clear clean water.

The reminded me that devic energies grow things in this way. They form the vision creating an energetic version of what they want to create and then grow the physical into the energetic template they have formed. They  reminded me that anything that would block the visions perfection needs to be erased  because we are forming energetic templates at this time. This was their message to us. They were pretty emphatic!

I had intended to spend time outlining the steps to this but, in the meantime, a message came from the Hathors/Tom Kenyon about the very subject. It is very precise instruction. I may add some things later, but I am going to send you this instruction. I think we all need to share and I don’t need to reinvent the wheel when it has been said so well. So, you will be seeing this coming in the next email.

I will send information for the Late Summer Season Balancing tomorrow night or Thursday morning.
Thank you all so much for the wonderful work you have done to help hold the vision of healthy, thriving Gulf of Mexico and planet earth.
Much love, Marilyn

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When the Power of Love overcomes
the Love of Power the world will know Peace ~ Jimi Hendrix


July 30th, 2010 SESSION – 12th session for Gulf of Mexico

Meditation- Whales Shower us with Gratitude!

Some of you may remember that in June an Ancient Sea Turtle came to the meditation and one thing she revealed was that our love had dismantled an ancient signal generator and that there were two more to dismantle. This morning I was shown more information on that, so please read on. For those of you who would like to read the notes for the old session please go here Session Notes and scroll down to June 11th meditation.
This morning I felt tremendous Love surround me as I asked to hold a space of Love for the Gulf, particularly the water that is still affected by the oil/dispersant mixture. I felt myself dropping under the water and looking up.
Initially I saw golden flecks filtering into the water but it seemed to stop part way down. I was told that the energy of the sun was helping as much as it could to cleanse the layers of water it could penetrate……..I then settled into the murk of the deeper levels…….holding a space of Love and listening.
After awhile I began to see a boardroom! I began to sense the personalities, the fear and the manipulation of the human beings that had made the decisions to use the dispersants (and to use the ones that were so harmful). I was shown that all those “poisonous thoughts” about fear of reprisal, greed, etc. were connected to the poisons in the water.
The information I received was for the group to hold Love for those beings and the vision of their highest light to help “clean up” the thoughts. This will, in return, help to clean the ocean.
Then I was told that this action had to do with shutting down the second energy generator that the Ancient Sea Turtle had shown us in June.
Needless to say, I spent quite some time holding these corporate personalities in the light!!
I began to see water from places all over the world. Waves breaking against tall cliffs of rocks, vast expanses of oceans, small coves, it went on and on. Everywhere the Water was showing me movement. It was as if the Water had gotten happy and was showing me the far reaching effects of such a meditation. Then I saw the whale breach and shower us with gratitude.
All around the world corporate decisions are fouling our water, not just in the Gulf of Mexico. So, this week as I hold my vision of pure water, I am also going to hold a vision of light and love pouring into the hearts and minds of these corporate decision makers, awakening them (or at least planting the seed! 🙂 ) to their highest expression AND shutting off the energy generator that is holding in place the morphogenetic field of greed and disregard for life.
How all that will work will be unfolding! 🙂 However, I will continue this week to hold the highest vision.
If you have any questions or information to add, please feel free to email me at: Marilyn@awakentograce.com

SCIO and Energetic Balancing Session

The SCIO also showed we had an ancestral blockage causing a Lack of Future Vision and Commitment. This was originating from a suffering caused by seeing something disturbing and destruction. I worked to balance and release that.

Below are the affirmations from the session:
* All perception, belief and blame can only come from within. What you see, you see only in yourself.
*My thoughts are pure. I control my thoughts with Love and Respect .
*Obstacles exist only in the mind.
* All things are possible, it is only a question of time.
I will stop here as I am having some major problems with my software today. Thank you all again for your continued support for the Gulf of Mexico, water and the earth. Every moment of love helps.

Blessings, Marilyn

July 23rd, 2010 SESSION – 11th session for Gulf of Mexico  – Love in Every Rain Drop

Meditation

Here is a copy of the email I sent earlier this week……there is no further info on the meditation last Friday. The storm did dissipate and bring cleansing rain as it had said it would.

Scroll down for SCIO balancing session notes.

This morning as I meditated the first thing I felt as I slipped into the energy of the Gulf was a suffocating feeling, like the air was bad. It smelled acrid, like it was burning my nose and lungs.

The next thing I felt was tremendous love. The storm began to speak and said it was coming to cleanse the air. It felt pretty gentle as storms go. I have worked with hurricanes and storms for a number of years.Sometimes they feel cleansing and sometimes they feel really angry. This storm feels cleansing though I know the wind will push the oil around.

The picture above is from the National Hurricane Center and is a projection of path and wind of Bonnie for the next 120 hours. The highest speeds predicted at this time are 50 miles per hour. Pretty tame for a tropical storm.  (for which I am so grateful!)

The storm  asked us to put our love in every rain drop that will be falling to assist in cleansing the air and then to bring love to the water and land the rain drops fall on.

This is a picture of the water vapor associated with the storm as of this morning if it helps you to send love to the water in the storm.

Thank you for your continued love and support for the Gulf. Please pass this on if you have friends who would be willing to put their love into the rain drops. Thank you.


SCIO QUANTUM BIOFEEDBACK SESSION – The session was performed on July 26th and 27th 2010. It reflects the real time energy of the group.

This session was performed to balance and harmonize the group’s Connection with Nature. The group has good vitality. The main stress was Mental. The energy of our brains could be agitated this week.

Here I am again finding myself with limited time to write this………sorry, I am doing my best!  This week has really been interesting. You may have found yourself feeling like you are in the pressure cooker and if not you, you probably have had plenty of friends calling for help who are feeling it! This is a week to finally let go of struggle, be willing to see another way of doing things. Create a new life. If you don’t you may find yourself complaining and in misery.  The SCIO said “Less petty criticisms and more growth.” That would be the guide for the rest of the week. You may find yourself pushing for change to create healing and new beginnings.

1. The SCIO has repeatedly brought up increasing our awareness and our psychic abilities. It continues to do so and I have worked energetically with the SCIO to do that. I will suggest again the book from last week, Sonya Choquette’s The Psychic Pathway for those of you who feel you could use guidance for that.

2. Psora Miasm

The main miasm for the group which interferes with our connection to Nature is Psora. Psora is considered by many to be the root of all human disease, the root of first illness or the spiritual illness the became physical with the “fall of man”. It often manifests in the form of itching or bowel problems. Psoric types may be sluggish and not finish what they start and prone to irritation. They may feel manic and not express emotions leading to build up of frustration. The Psoric type tends towards illness and symptoms of “under functioning”.  If you would like to purchase a homeopathic remedy for this Sulphur is often considered the remedy of choice for this miasm. However, you can research it further.

If you Google Psora you can find copious amounts of information. I worked energetically to balance and release this. This is the deepest miasmic influence and is considered by some to be impossible to eliminate. I, however, believe we are operating in times when all of this is changing and this is a good week to decide things are definitely going to be different.

3. There is still stress around B vitamins so check to see if you might benefit from increasing your intake of foods which contain B’s or by supplementing in other ways.

Below are the affirmations and info from the session:
*I can control my emotions positively.
*Every path has joy, every path has sadness, no path is perfect, perfection exist because of flaws. You must choose wisely, intuitively, fearlessly and distinctly.
* Fear attacks the kidney.
*Your job is to increase your circle of compassion until it surrounds all things. (Including yourself!)

Thank you all again for your continued support for the Gulf of Mexico, water and the earth. Every moment of love helps.

Blessings, Marilyn



July 16th, 2010 SESSION – 10th session for Gulf of Mexico  – The Energy of the Spiral

MEDITATION

Last Friday, July 16th, 2010, we performed the 10th meditation and prayer for the Gulf of Mexico, Earth and our oceans. There will be weekly sessions through August.

I am performing Agnihotra at Sunrise now each day so this is incorporated into the meditation. The structure of my meditation will change because of this. Agnihotra sunrise is considered to be when the 1/2 of the sun is appearing on the horizon. This has been around 6:40 am EST this past week. So I began at 6 am EST and performed the Water Blessing, Sat Krya and then meditated. Agnihotra is at the end of the meditation.

I am including Saleena’s BETH and I am also continuing to use the 24 sided Marcel vogel citrine healing crystal to amplify the energy and the blue and green Andara crystals for zero point energy. (For more on this please see the May 28th healing session notes below) I am also continuing the Sat Krya which helps to build and balance energy as well as keep things moving.

When I do the water blessing I also play my crystal and tibetan bowls. I put water in each and then play it. This is part of energizing the water to return to the ocean. As I played the crystal bowl this past Friday I saw the energy of the sound go up and start purifying the air. It was as if crystalline energy was reaching out through sound to help the air in the Gulf (and over my house!) The sound always spirals out when you play the bowl and this one continues long after you stop because it is a clear crystal bowl. They seem to resonate much longer.The energy coming from the bowl was tremendous and was carried on the spiral ……up and out ……..

As I continued in meditation I saw a huge vortex in the water opening up………the water was black and everything was spiraling down into it, dolphins were cresting the wave over the edge of the vortex and jumping in, fish were spiraling in, we were spiraling in. It was as if this vortex was  a filter of cleansing and everything was passing through it.

I next saw the group forming a line by holding hands. We were underwater and our line of people was spiraling up to the surface of the water and up into the air. It was as if we were connecting earth and heaven. This part of the spiral was gentle, as if the spiral had taken us through the vortex, crushing out any old patterns and then we were gently being united into a new spiral that connected us in a new way to each other and the earth, water and heavens. It was almost a resting place.

The Spiral is an ancient symbol first occurring over 24,000 years ago with earliest associations accompanying images of the Goddess. It has been considered the Doorway to Life, or the Feminine Doorway to Life in many cultures. Carl Jung considered it to be the symbol of cosmic force.

I know that the energy of the Spiral was incredibly strong in this meditation. It was powerful, life changing energy. It did not feel really gentle but it was life changing and resolute energy. Things are definitely changing!

It is also interesting that as I write this a tropical storm (a spiral energy in Nature) is forming and so far it’s projected path is over the area of the oil spill.


After completing that meditation I performed the Agnihotra session. When it was completed an Osprey came and sat in the big pine tree on the water across the street from my house. Osprey’s are tenacious, strong birds. They have often been used as a totem when working with wind and water. Osprey’s seem to have no fear and they will dive completely underwater to catch a fish at tremendous speed. They are a great symbol for taking action in our lives.


SCIO QUANTUM BIOFEEDBACK SESSION – The session was performed on July 20th and 21th 2010. It reflects the real time energy of the group.

This session was performed to balance and harmonize the group’s Connection with the Gulf of Mexico. The energy of the group was well balanced this week.

I don’t have much time today to write about the session, this has been a busy week and I have a friend who will be passing over soon I want to go and visit. So forgive me for being so brief. There are three main things I want to pass on from the session.

1. The SCIO as repeatedly brought up increasing our awareness and our psychic abilities. I have worked energetically with the SCIO to do that. One of the best books I have ever seen for that is Sonya Choquette’s The Psychic Pathway. Many of you are already very intuitive but for those who need help this book may be of service to you.

2. Unexpressed anger. Look deeply at this. I have found it surfacing everywhere. In my own life as well as across the globe. One of the groups members wrote this week that hostility in men in her extended family and grown to unbelievable dimensions. I saw the same expression in my area. Look closely at what might be behind this, develop increasing compassion for yourself and others in the realization that anger covers fear. We get angry when we feel powerless. It is an emotion that can be a friend if it moves us to Action and no Acting Out.

We may also continue anger because our limbic systems are hardwired for fear and anger. This can be difficult to break, especially if you have had a history of abuse or neglect. I have worked extensively on helping repattern the brain and I was originally drawn to it because of my own brain! I am currently revising my long distance healing groups for Letting Go of Fear. (and  one for Abundance)…I am consolidating them into one program. It is all about living life creatively and without fear. I hope to have more information available for you soon, as they can be quite helpful.

3. B & D Vitamins – very important for stressful times and good brain function

Below are the affirmations from the session:
* Your job is to increase your circle of compassion until it surrounds all things. (Including yourself!)
* Om Namah Shivaya Namaha  (I open to the love of the Universe)

Thank you all again for your continued support for the Gulf of Mexico, water and the earth. Every moment of love helps.

Blessings, Marilyn



July 9th, 2010 SESSION – 9th session for Gulf of Mexico  Morphogenetic Fields & Becoming Childlike?

MEDITATION

Last Friday, July 9th, 2010, we performed the 9th meditation and prayer for the Gulf of Mexico, Earth and our oceans. There will be weekly sessions through August.

I am continuing to use the 24 sided Marcel vogel citrine healing crystal to amplify the energy and the blue and green Andara crystals for zero point energy. For more on this please see the May 28th healing session notes below. I am also continuing the Sat Krya which helps to build and balance energy as well as keep things moving.

After doing the water blessing and kundalini krya I felt an incredible bliss and expansion of the heart space. I felt a loving space being held for all life in the Gulf. I could see a beautiful clean water.

As I meditated and as the sun rose higher in the sky I began to feel somewhat uncomfortable and my mind wanted to wander. I have felt this some each time for the last three weeks, but I figured it was just my own disquiet as there has been a lot going on in my life for the last month. However, as I focused on letting go of the thoughts I realized this was the energy of everyone waking up around me. It intensified by the minute.  Many people here have been in distress or angry lately. I have had my own irritations and they were matching the vibration of all those people waking up. It made me realize how much “psychic pollution” has enveloped this area. (I live in Florida) – I did a land clearing later that day and the entire land was encompassed in psychic pain (but it cleared pretty quickly)

I decided to apply the What if? information from the July 2nd meditation to this situation. So, for every thought that attempted to enter my mind I created a joyful “what if?” scenario. After doing this for about 10 minutes I felt a huge energy lift up and out. I could feel very deeply within my own being a truth…the truth of the infinite love and power available to us at this time. A truth that had felt covered over and difficult to stay in touch with recently. I continued to meditate and hold peace and love for the Gulf of Mexico. It came to me that it is time for us to take our bodies back from the small ego self…….by doing this with our own bodies we can also do this for the Earth. I was shown that we need to claim our bodies in a big way, refusing to entertain mass consciousness opinions and thoughts of disease.

Towards the end of the meditation I was shown that with the energies that are available to us this summer that we can easily shift our thoughts to a higher plane of consciousness and to do so would be really effective, especially as a group. At the same time, things will be happening to convince us that this is not possible. But, it just takes catching yourself and redirecting the thoughts to love, to a possibility that what you are seeing and sensing is not the only reality available. This is a week for trusting in good outcomes even if we can’t see them.

I wondered why the What If? seemed to work so well and I realized I was not “commanding” anything with my Mind……I was opening to a possibility with my Heart, like a child. There was no efforting involved, it took the sense of “urgency” and “seriousness” out of things and allowed me to become like a child. Something I am usually pretty good at but haven’t seem to be able to bring in much lately! So, have fun with “imagining” a new reality!

SCIO QUANTUM BIOFEEDBACK SESSION – The session was performed on July 12th and 13th 2010. It reflects the real time energy of the group.

This session was performed to balance and harmonize the group’s Connection with Nature. The crown and intuition chakra’s of the group were very wide open and there were readings indicating an alignment of earth and angelic energies was taking place. The biggest stress was spiritual and environmental as the group is attempting to align with these energies.

The group is still showing signs of fatigue affecting their energy. We were again being reminded that any anger we may feel needs to be turned into right action with Love. We were being shown to focus on Self Growth and not petty criticism.


This week it looked like the energy of the thyroid area in many of the group may be affected. Take care to provide yourself with adequate rest, B vitamins and cell salts. Meditate or listen to a meditation CD to help turn off any stress response your body may be having. Claim your divine blueprint. Lovingly tell your body that you now allow your higher self to conduct all processes in it. Retire your subconscious small ego and thank it for all the work it has done trying to keep you safe. Now is an incredibly powerful time to do this.

Below are the affirmations from the session:
* I am free from excess anger
* I thank fear and I replace it with love now.
* Do you realize that obstacles are a delusion of the mind?
* Om Namah Shivaya Namaha  (I open to the love of the Universe)

Thank you all again for your continued support for the Gulf of Mexico, water and the earth. Every moment of love helps.

Blessings, Marilyn


July 2nd, 2010 SESSION – 8th session for Gulf of Mexico  WHAT IF WE IMAGINED MIRACLES?

MEDITATION

Last Friday, July 2nd, 2010, we performed the 8th meditation and prayer for the Gulf of Mexico, Earth and our oceans. There will be weekly sessions through August.

I am continuing to use the 24 sided Marcel vogel citrine healing crystal to amplify the energy and the blue and green Andara crystals for zero point energy. For more on this please see the May 28th healing session notes below. I am also continuing the Sat Krya which helps to build and balance energy as well as keep things moving.

This meditation was long but focused on one theme. “What if?”

I felt love and peace descend and then began to receive some instruction on the week preceding the 2nd of July. During that week I noticed (and received) a lot of emails and information pointing out the possibility of worse case scenarios in the Gulf. I am very aware of these and it was really one of the reasons I began the meditations back in May. It is also why I think the Nature Spirits asked that we continue this focus for at least 90 days.

This week I was shown all the “What if?” scenarios as I meditated. Each has a “possibility” of occurring. Some are even highly probable. In spite of that and with recognition of that factor I was asked “What if all of the ‘what if’s?’ ended in a miracle?”

What if each time we received an email or had a thought of “What if the hole doesn’t get plugged?” or “what if it is necessary for humanity to experience this tragedy to wake up?” (you get the picture)………….we replaced the thought with “What if humanity miraculously awakens?” or “What if the hole is miraculously plugged?”

I was shown that we need to continue to create this type of Miracle What If energy even if we have to do so for a long time. The purpose is the creation of space for something more beautiful and harmonious to be formed. The Desert Whale in the previous meditation pointed out that we are releasing ancient patterns…..sometimes when we see so much calamity in front of us it is difficult to hold the vision of the new. I believe this is a simple way of getting back in touch with what we are wanting to envision and helping us to create the “feeling” of it already being here and happening. It is like a child’s game to do this. Sort of like, well, what if that’s not true and this is! It kind of breaks the energy of anger and grief up and brings in the creativity. So, try it and let me know how you feel when you do it!


SCIO QUANTUM BIOFEEDBACK SESSION – The session was performed on July 6th and 7th due to the holiday weekend.

This session was performed to balance and harmonize the group’s relationship with the Gulf of Mexico. Interestingly, environmental toxins were blocking the chi of that relationship……well, I would say that is the SCIO picking up the energy fields! I worked to balance that and to bring up the energy level of the group’s relationship.

The group was well balanced but showed signs of fatigue and grief affecting their energy. Courage was being called for and again the issue of finding the right balance with anger, submissiveness and passivity showed up and how to turn any anger we may feel into right action with Love. Many of us have histories of passive approaches and it does seem that action is being indicated more and more.


Also, it looked like the group might benefit from Vitamin B’s, D, and Fatty Acids. This week the brain seems to be calling for food in the form of fatty acids. Those of you who are not vegetarian might consider fish oil as it is the quickest way to solve the problem. A great vegetarian source for essential fatty acids is hemp products, hemp seed, hemp milk, etc.

There was also a focus on L1 vertebra in the Lumbar spine. I found this interesting as this vertebra connects to the ninth auric layer. This layer is where we relate to who we are beyond this lifetime. It contains the content of the world of our Soul, the heaven we are attempting to achieve. This is a level where dramatic and instantaneous change can occur. Changes made from this level of being are similar to reincarnating without going through the death/rebirth process.

To access this level you may imagine a small spot above your head, the 9th chakra so to speak…….imagine it as a doorway out of this matrix of reality into the 9th auric level. Go through this doorway and experience the peace of your Soul and see what wisdom is offered to you at this time, particularly in regard to the Gulf of Mexico and right action. This is not a complex meditation it is simply necessary to set the intention of accessing that level of awareness. Blueprints can be changed rapidly there, I have witnessed this first hand in my healing work over the years.

The SCIO also showed that we need to work on keeping our third eye opened and clean so that we may have clear vision. I did work to balance this.

Below are the affirmations from the session:

* All perception, belief and blame can only come from within. What you see, you see only in yourself.
* Every path has joy, every path has sadness. No path is perfect. Perfection exist because of flaws. You must choose wisely,
fearlessly and distinctly.
* I forgive myself of all my errors.
* My heart works perfectly.

Thank you all again for your continued support for the Gulf of Mexico, water and the earth. Every moment of love helps.

Blessings, Marilyn

June 25th, 2010 SESSION – 7th session for Gulf of Mexico  THE DESERT WHALE

MEDITATION


Last Friday, June 25, 2010, we performed the 7th meditation and prayer for the Gulf of Mexico, Earth and our oceans. There will be weekly sessions through August.

I am continuing to use the 24 sided Marcel vogel citrine healing crystal to amplify the energy and the blue and green Andara crystals for zero point energy. For more on this please see the May 28th healing session notes below. I am also continuing the Sat Krya which helps to build and balance energy as well as keep things moving.

As I prepared for this meditation I noticed that a large carving of Kokopelli that I bought out West kept calling to me to join in the meditation. I passed by it several times and finally said, “What the heck, this guy really wants to participate!” So I brought him out and placed him with the Andara and Marcel vogel crystals.

After doing the Sat Krya and the water blessing I sat to meditate. For quite sometime I simply held peace and love. I began to feel a huge presence that felt familiar to me. It was the presence of a  whale being I had encountered several years ago out by the Red Rock amphitheater outside of Denver, Colorado. There is an outcropping of red rock there in an otherwise sandy colored terrain. When I would visit this place in the rocks I kept having the sensation of being underwater and felt the presence of a gigantic whale. The energy was very deep, expansive and old. I later found out from the park ranger that the red rock was an ancient seabed that was over 300,000 years old.

Well, as I meditated on Friday my “Desert Whale” came to our group. It spoke to me of times of chaos and destruction, I saw visions of dinosaurs and cataclysmic events, earthquakes, wars, etc. The whale was revealing Earth records to me. This went on for some time.

The Desert Whale explained to me that the process we (mankind) were engaging in with the Gulf was performing a huge clearing of morphogenetic fields of energy from past as well as present cataclysmic events on the earth. The whale did not give me an idea of how long this would take, it was so ancient I don’t think it viewed things from our perspective of time. It thanked us for our love and showed me how it important it was to anchor peace and love in our hearts no matter how things appeared to be at the moment. (This is a common recurring theme in these meditations.) The whale departed and I sat for a very long time holding love for the Gulf of Mexico and the ancient history of earth.


SCIO QUANTUM BIOFEEDBACK SESSION – The session was performed on the 27th and 28th. The 26th was a bad biorythm day for the group and there was a lot going on! Full moon/lunar eclipse/grand cross.

I performed an energetic Summer Horary (seasonal acupuncture balancing session) This energetic treatment is designed to tap the universal life force energy available for this season. It is a season to play and to balance the mind and heart. It also a time to balance issues of inner and outer Trust. The organs represented in the Summer season are Heart, Small Intestine, Pericardium and Triple Warmer (an energetic organ).

The group was having some difficulties with Sensory overload and indigestible anger blocking their ability to fully integrate the energy of summer which is basically about play. With everything that is going on this seems understandable! So, I worked to balance and release these blocks. It is important right now to take time to go out in Nature and play. Turn your TV off, get away from the computer…..give yourself a media free week or few days if you can.

There were quite a few affirmations which I will list below. Also on the whole it looked like the group might benefit from what I call the stress trio; Vitamin B’s, D, and Cell Salts.

Lotus flower also came up strongly for the group. This is a flower revered by the Egyptians for it’s consciousness raising qualities and it’s ability to help one center in Spirit.

I was given the following aromatherapy formula in meditation about 3 years ago after having a dream of a blue flower chasing me. It was created using Blue Lotus flower and is perfect for the summer energy of heart (clear heart) and small intestine (has to do with having a clear mind). It is called Clear Mind ~ Clear Heart. It is  for releasing the biochemistry of fear and calming the limbic system (primitive) brain. It is also for balancing the heart and mind so they work together. You might find it useful at this time.

There is also another formula given to me when I went to Egypt in 1997 which is called Remembrance. It is created with pink and white lotus oil. It is for helping to remember ancient knowledge, and the truth of your spiritual home and the Love we all come from. It opens the third eye, relieves loneliness on a deep level and opens you to highest expression of Self.

Below are the affirmations from the session:

* I love and respect the Natural Forces of the Universe.

* Obstacles exist only in the Mind. All perception belief and blame can only come from within. What you see, you see only in
yourself.

* It is not what goes in the mouth that defiles it but what comes out. Please watch your words.

* I am resistant to toxicity. My body detoxes energetically and physically each day.
The following message was sent to the group via subspace consciousness interface.

* I let go of the feeling of powerlessness that creates anger in me now. I embrace the truth that I am One with the Infinite
Universal Intelligence that creates all life. I am that life. I am Divine Truth expressing now through a body filled with health
on an earth that is pristine where all life lives in harmony. I am in a natural state of Joy and Peace recognizing that all is
well within and without. I am open to guidance and the miraculous. I take Action with Love.


Thank you for your continued support for the Gulf of Mexico, water and the earth. Every moment of love helps.

Blessings, Marilyn

June 18th, 2010 SESSION – 6th session for Gulf of Mexico

MEDITATION

Last Friday, June 18, 2010, we performed the 6th meditation and prayer for the Gulf of Mexico, Earth and our oceans. There will be weekly sessions through August.

I am continuing to use the 24 sided Marcel vogel citrine healing crystal to amplify the energy and the blue and green Andara crystals for zero point energy. For more on this please see the May 28th healing session notes below.

For this meditation I was in Greenwich, New York visiting my sister. I used water from her property for the water blessing and I continued with the kundalini yoga krya for manifestation and staying in the heart. Here is a link to it if any of you would like to know more about it. http://www.kundaliniyoga.org/kyt14.html


This meditation was accompanied by incredible bird song as the birds on the land went about their morning business. The sun was already up at 6 am and had been since about 5! I forgot how much difference there was.

For most of this meditation I felt in the dark, I could feel the love of the group but my vision was occluded by dark energy. I simply kept holding love the best I could. I could feel different emotions swirling around me, mostly anger. It seemed like I was just witnessing a cleansing.

When we broke through the swirling clouds of energy I saw that we were along the coastal areas in a marsh and I felt like our attention and love and gone to help cleaning up the energy along the shoreline this time. That is the only vision that was revealed to me this time.

For me, the time following this meditation has been intense. I finally broke down and cried the yesterday when BP had to remove the containment cap from the well. But, after crying, I felt clear and strong to continue this process.

We have also seen some worse case scenario articles and videos beginning to circle the web. There was an article about this right after the rig blew written by a man who had been in the oil business for a long time. According to him the worse case scenario could be an ocean floor collapse. All these possibilities are “probable/possible realities”. One of the reasons I was told by the Nature Spirits to continue this process for 90 days was because we need enough people holding the “possible reality” of a pristine and healthy ocean. Do not ignore that other possibilities exist but keep focused on what you would like to see created. That is the purpose of these meditations. I believe Universal Love is the ultimate truth. If we can meet all of this with love and compassion we can have a different outcome.
YOUR HEALTH
Some of you have written me in the last several weeks feeling discomfort in the kidneys and 2nd chakra area. I personally had these symptoms very strongly during the last meditation and the days following. Some of the energies that are moving here are very tough. That is why it is important for us all to join together. If you are feeling these discomforts please make sure you utilize a technique, such as the kundalini yoga krya above to keep energy moving. Drink water and use herbs to help any discomfort. Mostly mine was energetic but in the moment it felt like I was going to end up in the hospital! Do not hesitate to seek medical advice when you need to but I just want you to know that some of this energy can be disruptive. It is very important to stay grounded, hydrated and to keep your lower chakras opened during these meditations.

SCIO QUANTUM BIOFEEDBACK SESSION – I am sorry I was unable to do a SCIO balancing/healing session for the group this past week because of a death in my family. I also missed the Solstice meditation and balancing for the group because I was travelling on that day. Tomorrow, Friday the 25th’s SCIO session will be for balancing with the energies of summer.


Thank you for your continued support for the Gulf of Mexico, water and the earth. Every moment of love helps.

Blessings, Marilyn

June 11th, 2010 SESSION – 5th session for Gulf of Mexico

MEDITATION

Last Friday, June 11, 2010, we performed the 5th meditation and prayer for the Gulf of Mexico, Earth and our oceans. There will be weekly sessions through August.

I am continuing to use the 24 sided Marcel vogel citrine healing crystal to amplify the energy and the blue and green Andara crystals for zero point energy. For more on this please see the May 28th healing session notes below.


I conducted the water blessing and I also perform a kundalini yoga krya for manifestation and staying in the heart. Here is a link to it if any of you would like to know more about it. http://www.kundaliniyoga.org/kyt14.html

I then started the meditation. I never “try” to see or do anything when doing this meditation other than to hold a loving space and awareness of Universal Consciousness. I just record what I am shown, if anything.

In this meditation I felt love gathering and then found that we were beneath the ocean floor looking at the oil gushing out of the well. I felt that we encircled it with love for quite some time. Then, through the murk came an ancient sea turtle. She was very large. She seemed tired and somewhat sad but glad to know we were there.

She spoke to me telepathically and told me of her gratitude for all the love that we and other groups of people were sending to the water and all life at this time. She asked me to convey how important it was for us to continue and not falter in continuing to do this. She seemed concerned that some might loose interest or give up because things did not look great but assured me that what we were doing was making a difference. She definitely wanted us to continue.

The next thing she did was show me a strange terrain. It was mostly black, gray and bleak looking. In this strange looking land (or dimension) was an black obelisk with some sort of signal coming from it. The signal seemed to emanate from a silver-grey ring that was around the obelisk about 1/3 of the way down. As I watched it I saw that the energy of the group was able to lift the ring off the obelisk and to shut it down. No more signals were being sent. The sea turtle seemed pleased by this and said that the signals being sent were harmful and ancient. She told me that we were helping to break these old signals and that there were two more signal generators to be dismantled. She thanked us again for our work and reminded me to ask that everyone remained dedicated to holding this situation with Love. That concluded the meditation.

The Sea Turtle can represent many things. Some of the qualities are patience, longevity, perseverance, holding the vision, connection between land and sea, and connection between the emotional and the rational. It is also said to represent endings and new beginnings as well as being considered the Navigator that can guide us to our new place by helping us hold the vision we want to create. It doesn’t move that quickly but it pays attention to it’s surroundings. I believe the appearance of the ancient sea turtle in the meditation was a great gift to us.

SCIO QUANTUM BIOFEEDBACK SESSION – I am sorry I was unable to do a SCIO balancing/healing session for the group this past week because of a death in my family.

Thank you for your continued support for the Gulf of Mexico, water and the earth. Every moment of love helps.
Blessings, Marilyn

June 4th, 2010 SESSION – 4th session for Gulf of Mexico

MEDITATION

Last Friday, June 4, 2010, we performed the 4th meditation and prayer for the Gulf of Mexico, Earth and our oceans. There will be weekly sessions through August. I am beginning to see why the Nature Spirits asked me in the first meditation to continue for 90 days in loving support of our oceans.

Though the situation is serious I think the energy is beginning to shift around it. We are seeing some small progress in containing the oil but more importantly more and more people are waking up and participating in a solution. The energy seems to go back and forth so it is essential for us to hold all in the highest light.

I used the 24 sided Marcel vogel citrine healing crystal to amplify the energy and in addition I also utilized a light blue and a green Andara crystal for zero point energy. For more on this please see the May 28th healing session notes below.

Energetically, this meditation found us again at the site of the spill on the Gulf. I felt a great deal of love coming from the group. In past meditations we have seemed to be right on top of the water or even under water. In this meditation I had a vision of us high in the sky holding hands above the Gulf and creating a golden light that was beaming down and seem to cover the entire Gulf of Mexico.
This golden energy seemed to be more of a balancing energy than the extreme cleansing energy of previous meditations. The Nature Spirits were grateful for our presence. What was really impressed upon me in this meditation was the need to hold the vision that all was well in every fiber of our being and not let doubt and depression enter into our minds.

Below is the information from the SCIO session. When I do this biofeedback session, I am able to see the energy that interferes with our ability to hold a clear, crystalline picture of divine perfection for ourselves and our connection to Nature, right now, especially in the form of Water. It is a current picture of where the energy of the group is at the time and what we are dealing with as a group. When you read this information ask that these blocks be erased from your energy field. With the SCIO I do work to help accomplish this but when you join in and take responsibility as well the work is faster.


SCIO QUANTUM BIOFEEDBACK SESSION – June 5-6th

The highest stress for the group this week was Spiritual. So, there is a need to take time to connect to your higher self in whatever way works for you. The topic I chose to address was “breaking connections to mass consciousness hysteria, rage, resentment”, etc. Feelings of helplessness and anger were showing up on the SCIO for the group. This is very much a time of practicing “fake it ’til we make it”.

We are co-creators with the divine and what we hold in our minds can manifest when backed with real feeling. It must feel to us as if what we are visualizing is already real. This is the first week I can say that I have personally had the feeling that everything is going to be okay (as crazy as that may seem!) I intend to keep holding that feeling.

Later this weekend I will be sending more information on how to be more effective with your visualizing. Remember to let this motivate you to action….every small action counts. As terrible as the spill in the Gulf is, it seems to be serving the purpose of waking some people up. It is imperative for us to move beyond the any lower vibrational energy so that we can deeply anchor in the purer vision.

The affirmations were:
I recover from all injuries. I restore my body to perfect balance. (as we do this within ourselves we help the Gulf to do the same.)

“You  must give yourself and others the right to be themselves. What you do  not like in others you see only in yourself.”

(In other words, we are all One. The most effective solution is to hold the highest vision you can of someone….even when they look like a rat… I am in the process of writing a blog about how a rat helped me to remember this when it came into my life this week. It will be up soon and will be in the blog column under Loving the Rats in Your Life )

There were also feelings of inadequacy showing on the SCIO. I worked with the SCIO energetically to help clear this. I also sent a sub-space message to the group to affirm freedom from mass consciousness.

The chakra energy of the group looked good. The second chakra is still needing help but is open and functioning better than before. I do believe this event in the Gulf is very connected to healing our own second chakras and bringing in our power as co-creators to manifest a new vision. In order to do this we must let go of all feelings of hopelessness, inadequacy or powerlessness. There are energies on the planet at this time with vested interests in keeping us in these states of being. Keep affirming that we are all One and are all carried to a new paradigm of living.

Thank you for your love and care of the Earth and the Gulf of Mexico.
Blessings, Marilyn

MAY 28, 2010 SESSION – 3rd session for Gulf of Mexico

MEDITATION

Last Friday, May 28, 2010, we performed the 3rd meditation and prayer for the Gulf of Mexico, Earth and our oceans. There will be weekly sessions through August. I am beginning to see why the Nature Spirits asked me in the first meditation to continue for 90 days in loving support of our oceans.

I used the 24 sided Marcel vogel citrine healing crystal to amplify the energy and in addition I also utilized a light blue and a green Andara crystal for zero point energy. (for more info on Andara crystals go here) I worked with the Native American shaman and healer, Nellie for several years when she came to me as a dream walker. It is her land the Andara crystals were found on. At the time, I was taking a powder called Etherium gold, from that land. I knew she existed in the physical but it was eight years later that I travelled to California and through a series of synchronicities was able to verify that. Anywa,y if you will read about Andara crystals you can focus on using them along with me.
During the meditation I saw us again at the site in the ocean. There was a lot of pain around the heart and it seemed that for most of the meditation we were cleaning heart energy. At the end of the meditation I was shown that we should each do every little thing we are shown, even if we think it is insignificant.

One thing I was shown was to put a sign in my yard (that I had been thinking of doing for two years) stating that my yard was created with no pesticides and with natural fertilizers. Here in St. Augustine, FL where I live, we have a real problem with runoff into our waterways as our street drains go straight into the waterway. A few years back they finally put little markers on each one saying the water ran into the inter-coastal waterway. I will add at the bottom something like, “You can do it too! Ask me how.” and then I will add my email at the bottom. I live in an old section of a tourist town so people walk down my street. I am in the process of creating the sign. This seems like a small thing to do, but even if one person changes their behavior it will eventually affect more than one.

Below is the information from the SCIO session. When I do this, it is basically showing us the energy that interferes with our ability to hold a clear, crystalline picture of divine perfection for ourselves and our connection to Nature, right now, especially in the form of Water. When you read this information ask that these blocks be erased from your energy field. With the SCIO I do work to help accomplish this but when you join in and take responsibility as well the work is faster.


SCIO QUANTUM BIOFEEDBACK SESSION – May 29-30

The groups energy was good but sadness and anger were present. Remember to let this motivate you to action….every small action counts. As terrible as the spill in the Gulf is, it seems to be serving the purpose of waking some people up.It is imperative for us to move beyond the any lower vibrational energy so that we can deeply anchor in the purer vision.

The affirmations were:
I am free from excess Greed.  I am free from excess Anger.

“There is no right or wrong but thinking makes it so. The world can only be seen through your own mind, as you judge so shall you be judged.”

Remember as we look at this that we are all One. Please reread the session for May 21 for information on Ho-oponopono and a reminder that we are looking at Self when we look at this situation. The SCIO keeps showing us this so we must need the reminder. The tendency is to want to blame…..I know I want to some times. It is very difficult to hold the vision of the highest light for those who have directly caused this problem but it is really what we are being called upon to do. When we can do this the fear, etc. being manifested by the lower levels of creation can be rendered powerless and the creation of higher vibratory light can take place.

There was anxiety showing up in the group coupled with anger about being unable to possess what one would like to. (Like a clean earth!) Remember as we release and erase….stepping free from fear we are able to create the higher vibratory New Earth.  Thank you for your participation. blessings, Marilyn


MAY 21, 2010 SESSION

This past Friday, May 21, 2010, we performed the 2nd meditation and prayer for the Gulf of Mexico, Earth and water of the oceans. I am going to do weekly meditations and SCIO session through August. (the 90 days the Nature spirits talked about in first session.) Perhaps we can all consider take time each day and week to hold the Earth in gratitude and love as a regular practice in our lives.

I use a 24 sided Citrine Marcel Vogel crystal when meditating with a group. This crystal multiplies and strengthens the energy of the group. When beginning the meditation I step in to the crystal energetically with the group.

This past Friday the energy seemed a little tougher than the week before. As I meditated, I saw us as group standing in a circle holding hands. We were standing around the place in the Gulf where the oil and gas were bubbling on the surface. As we stood there if was as if our energy went under water and also into the air and cleaned. I ended up meditating for an hour longer than planned because it seemed we were just cleaning, cleaning, cleaning. Our love was going out and cleaning big dark clouds of energy.  I then saw that we placed and ice blue crystalline pyramid on the bottom of the Gulf in the area of the oil well.

Pyramids are used to amplify and purify energy. They also symbolize integration and convergence.

For those who have worked with energy in the form of Rays, the blue ray is said to be the first Ray of light that is the first and final synthesis, the source of all the other energies. The basic qualities given to this Ray are power, strength, faith, protection and God’s will.

Blue has also been considered the color of the Singing Voice of Truth, communication, loyalty, tranquility. The verb associated with Blue is “I Speak”. Light blue can represent tenderness, spiritual awareness and tranquility.

Key Words for Meaning of Blue:
peace, tranquility, calmness, harmony, trust, loyalty, honor, soothing, understanding, sincerity, devotion, patience, spirituality, intuition, inspiration, healing, peaceful dreams, love, acceptance, comfort, forgiveness, dependable, meditation, truth, productive, stability, confidence, unity, devotion, communication, creativity, coolness, water, ice, sky, technology, stable, classic, protective.

I continued to meditate for an extra hour as it seemed we were on a cleaning mission. I was shown that we were cleaning second chakra energy and how the second chakra of the Earth and ours are integrally intwined. You might want to read up on the second chakra.  When this felt complete I ended the meditation.

Please remember that the Nature Spirits asked that we spend at least five minutes per day holding a vision of the Gulf in it’s most beautiful pristine form. They said if we need help doing that to find a beautiful picture of ocean water to look at to help us hold the vision and to embrace the water with Love.

QUANTUM BIOFEEDBACK SESSION

I was  not able to do the quantum biofeedback session until Sunday because I spent so much time in meditation on Friday and I have been really busy. When I began it yesterday I felt surrounded by huge Love. The vitality of the group was a 10 on the SCIO. That is the best reading.

The affirmation was “I am resistant to toxicity, my body detoxes daily.” Please do all you can to support your body during these times of change as it releases ancestral patterns.

We are still working on anger. The seasons-balance group has shown a bio-emotional conflict with passivity/anger since Earth Day session.  We are angry about what is happening and we are basically passive. This is creating spiritual stress as we swing from wanting to “DO” something and  sitting in love and meditation. I think the answer is to sit in love and meditation and then, if you perceive and action to take, take it. We are God Source in Action also. Here we are in a physical reality, expressing infinite universal potential, part of that can be action in the realm we are in right now.

Our connection to Nature is being blocked by this anger and it has a very strong hereditary component. The anger energy is “indigestible anger, unable to digest the morsel with an added aspect of starvation or fear of starvation.”

So, the emotion for us to release is anger and we were given the same “advice” as last week.

“All perception belief and blame can only come from within yourself. What you see, you see only in yourself.”

In other words, as we do this work of holding conscious loving space and taking our small actions to help, we also need to use our anger to be willing to change things instead of aiming it at an oil company or whatever. They are just a reflection of the lack of consciousness on the planet. So, do your work with love, holding the vision that all is perfect.

It is important to realize that when we look at this situation in the Gulf and our relationship to Nature that whatever aspect we are looking at, we are looking at our SELF. If we look at the CEO of BP we are looking at our SELF. If we look at an oil covered bird we are looking at our SELF. It is all One.This does not mean you cannot take action. It means that you take action with compassion, understanding and love.

Ho-oponopono is one of the most effective techniques to use for this situation. Asking for the Creator energy to erase in us anything that has created what we are seeing or feeling that we don’t like, are angry about, etc. in another.  You might want to visit www.hooponopono.org and read Dr. Hew Len’s article “Who’s In Charge”. Dr. Hew Len was able to create healing in a criminally insane mental ward by using these techniques. He simply continued to ask for whatever was within himself creating this insanity to be erased back to love and light from the beginning of creation until now. He says it works even when you don’t believe it is working! I have witnessed his energy first hand and it is powerful!

A shortened version would be to simply acknowledge the person and energy each time with “I love you, thank you.” This means acknowledge you are all one and you thank the person or situation for showing you what you need to “clean” on.

The other advice was “Obstacles exist Only in the Mind”. So keep the vision of what you want to create in your mind.

Thank you for your love and prayers for each other and me.

If you have any questions please feel free to write.

Thank you again for holding love for the earth.

Much love, Marilyn

MAY 14, 2010 SESSSION

Hi All,

On Friday we performed the meditation and prayer for the Gulf of Mexico, Earth and water of the oceans. I have been really busy but wanted to let you know what I was shown. I think as this situation unfolds you can see why the call has come to help in anyway possible.

When I meditate with a group I use a 24 sided Marcel Vogel crystal. This is for amping up and broadcasting more strongly any energy we create as a group. When meditating Friday morning I felt a great deal of Love within the group…I walked into the crystal energetically with the group and began to meditate on Love for the Earth, her oceans and the Gulf.

The Love grew and grew, and then I saw the crystal energetically go through the hole the oil was pouring out of and down through the oil and gas deposit and further on into the heart of the Earth. We stayed there for a longtime within the pulse of the Earth’s heartbeat. Then I felt us under the water and later I saw myself out on the Gulf as if standing on the water. I also saw many faces passing by me and I am sure some of them are your lovely ones.

At that time I received a message from the Nature energies. They asked, in addition to anything we physically do to help, that we continue our work for 90 days.

They asked that we spend at least five minutes per day holding a vision of the Gulf in it’s most beautiful pristine form. They said if we need help doing that to find a beautiful picture of cean water to look at to help us hold the vision and to embrace the water with Love.

QUANTUM BIOFEEDBACK SESSION

On the SCIO session the emotion for us to release is anger and we were given this advice.

“All perception belief and blame can only come from within yourself. What you see, you see only in yourself.”

In other words, as we do this work of holding conscious loving space and taking our small actions to help, we also need to use our anger to be willing to change things instead of aiming it at an oil company or whatever. They are just a reflection of the lack of consciousness on the planet. So, do your work with love, holding the vision that all is perfect.

The other thing was greed. The situation in the Gulf is  a result of Greed. If we want to live in a paradigm where greed does not exist we need to look closely at any place within ourselves that we harbor greed. If you are feeling lack right now, share something, even if it is just your time, to help break up that energy. Ho-oponopono to erase the energy of greed from you, your relatives and your ancestors.

I am going to do another meditation and SCIO session this coming Friday as well for the Gulf. I will send details later this week. Perhaps we should all consider making time each day and week to hold the Earth in gratitude and love as a regular practice in our lives.

Okay…..need to run! I hope you find this information useful. If you have any questions please feel free to write.

Thank you again for holding love for the earth.

Much love, Marilyn